Saturday, July 6, 2013


found a really good mix on 8tracks and this is the only thing that can make me feel better at the moment. thinking about the past again, i hate thinking about my past. everything about it seems so...dark. yet it comes back to haunt me at times like this. i can feel it coming back, repeating itself already. i dont like this, it fucking hurts to even think about it. maybe im just over thinking. i hate over thinking.

broken promises i held on to for so long.
lies i forced myself to believe.
people who i thought would never leave.
why am i so stupid?

numbing the pain for awhile 
will only make it worse when you finally feel it. 
dont think im ready to actually face the real world yet

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