2:34am

Most of the time, I don't feel complete. That doesn't matter to me, really. I don't think i've ever felt that anyway. But, sometimes all I want is that feeling of not being as empty as I always am. These past few days, in particular has left me with a void inside. Nothingness. I still find myself being able to think a lot, which leads to self destruction, despite all that. 

I'm fine, if anyone ever wondered.